Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I miss him....

I know I'm not supposed to.

That's a given. Yes, I'm dating him, yes I love him, but I'm not supposed to miss him this much when he's gone.

I'm not supposed to not sleep at night because he's not next to me.

I'm not supposed to have a stone on my chest every time I think he's there but he's not.

I'm supposed to be independent. I'm supposed to be above everything. I'm NOT supposed to be emotionally dependent on him- but I am.

He says he is emotionally dependent on me as well. That I'm not so sure about. He'll bounce back. I'm not sure I will.

Maybe it's just because I miss him.

Theme isn't it? Girls just wanna be held....

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